Insomnia

[featherynscale]

Quoth deviant_mute today:
i'm not going to bed. sometimes pulling an allnighter. is. refreshing somehow.
+ it constributes to a strange gnosis and glassworld perspective the next day.

This is sometimes true, especially when you follow up the all-night experience with a healthy dose of stimulant in the morning. The facility of observation is enhanced, but the facility of analysis is shot all to hell, at least in my experience. Therefore, I'm going to try not to come to any conclusions today, if I can help it. Sort of data-collection mode only. It's a separation of function I've never tried before.

EDIT: I just locked myself out of the office. Things are off to a stellar start this morning. It's not a good sign when you're ready to start ingesting interesting chemicals before 10:00 a.m., I'm sure of it.

FURTHER EDIT: "Interesting chemicals" may or may not include the 200 micrograms of levoxyl I already ingested this morning. That's twice what I've taken daily for the last few days, but only 25 mic. higher than my normal dose, so I'm not sure if that's going to get exciting or not. The worst thing that could happen is that I wouldn't be able to eat or sleep, and apparently, I'm there with that already, so it's probably okay. The best thing that could happen is that I could stay awake all day and possibly even drag my ass out to a movie after work. We'll see.

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[featherynscale.livejournal.com]

I'm awfully chemically sensitive to most things for some reason(see the Sudafed issue, and the cheap date issue). I take OTC meds in half-doses, as a rule. And it's not like I don't have the mass to distribute them over, you know? Just a quirk of biology. And yet I am a waste of pot. It's sad, really.