meme toss

[featherynscale]

from pistorius, who also posted a fairly amusing meme-to-be on dadarevolt, though this is not that one.

This week, I have mostly been:
Reading: Kushiel's Dart, and wondering about the way the author treats the subject of masochism - I somehow don't think it's all that rare a bird. (The book is still good, though.)
Listening: to a muted mental loop of freak-out and baseless fear, and trying to change the station.
Playing: less often than I'd like to be.
Researching: seasonal folklore and costuming techniques.
Writing: love songs to gods and underappreciated archangels.
Applying: a generous amount of gentle irony and gorgeous absurdity in a thin layer three times daily, or as directed by my soul.
Making: a mess all over the place.
Being: sleepy but alive.
Seeing: other options everywhere.
Believing: that it was a mark of failure and poor behavior on my part not to be invincible, and getting told otherwise.
Planning: on being part of the best Halloween house in the neighborhood.
Deciding: that many silly things are more necessary to my well-being than many reasonable things.
Pushing: my luck.
Wanting: reassurance and less pain.
Dreaming: of shapeshifting.
Watching: people.
Hoping: for less fear.
Striving: to pack all of the things I want to do into the time I have to do them.

... and add your own verb and pass it on... mine is:
Enjoying: these unexpected warm days.