Whee!

[featherynscale]

Since nobody seems to want to hire me to do what I know how to do, I've started sending in applications for jobs I don't know how to do. Couldn't hurt, right? Might help. At the very least, it gives me the impression that I am doing something useful, which does make me feel better.

So, I think the depression is on its way out - they say that depression is just anger without enthusiasm. So I figured the way out was to add enthusiasm, yielding anger, and then remove the anger, leaving only the enthusiasm. It's easier when it's a process. Seems to be working so far.

Of course, distractions don't hurt in the process, and I've been amply distracted yesterday evening and so far today. I'm working on some concepts for the meditation room altars at Prairie Star District conference, and thinking of wandering down to the mosaic shop - I want to make a tree-of-life mosaic for one of the altars... maybe. Unless I think of something better. So far today, my good idea engine seems to be working, so a better plan does not seem impossible.

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Re: This might be a little more right-brain than you want to get.

[saffronhare.livejournal.com]

Nope. Just that you tend to be a bit more...spontaneously left-brained than I am normally. Anyway. I'm impressed with myself, too. Must remember to blow a kiss to the cephalopod...