OK. It's not funny anymore.

[featherynscale]

I was looking forward to this not having a job thing. Thinking, "Oh, great, I'll have time to do all the things I want to do and never have time to, etc." Ha. Since I'm at home all the damned time now, the list of things I want to do, or have the necessary inspiration to do has gotten really really short, and none of the things on it are even at all productive.

I did manage to re-start my daily ritual practice, which is good. It's kind of like going back to the gym after a long time away - by the time I'm done with the sequence, which is short, I'm exhausted. Really, that's been it though.

I'm going to try to do something at least vaguely useful tomorrow. I don't know what it's going to be, but I'm really not going to sit around and read and play Diablo. I swear to the gods, I'm not.

Comments

[capriciouslass.livejournal.com]

Well, you've been working full-time with very little time for yourself for how long now? It's only been a couple of days, give yourself some time to unwind.
On the positive side, you have restarted your daily ritual practice, and you worked on the Adult RE stuff yesterday. So, you did do something useful.
I'm a big advocate of setting smaller goals that may or may not eventually work toward a big goal, but they are achievable. (besides, wasn't on of your goals the 50 book challenge; so reading would be progressing toward that goal...) Try starting with smaller goals and you may find your motivation and progress are better.